Thank god I found you.

I cried so hard, i couldn't even sleep myself. i tried. i keep reminisce the past, i know i should've just move on. but heh, i can't. *punch self* i cry, i cry and again i cry. i tried to close my eyes and sleep. all of sudden, hok aloh phone bergegar. hehe kacauuu betul :p

OHMYGODDDDDD! SAY WHAAAAATTTTT?! O.O

i wipe my tears and started to read. mak aihh karangan do. haha. guess what, he texted me :) hehe i'm soooo happy and touched. fuck, i miss him!

here's the text:
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone , waiting for u to call or text me and thinking of u till it hurts . I know u hurt too but what can i do ? I wish i could take u with me . I wish i could give u the world . I wish i could make u smile n take u together with myheart . Fewdays without u like its the end of the world . My day wasnt complete without u in mylife . Something is missing from the day u says goodbye . No more lights in myheart . No more joy . I wish that i could stop the time or turn back time when we are together . The day that u n me were happy . Heres the truth . Ure the best thing that happen to me . Ure nice n sweet . If we meet , lets say that i would stop the time n say that ure beautiful n i would stare at u until the sun goes up . Because ure so beautiful . Hey im sorry if i msg u nw . Jst that i didnt say goodbye to u . Ths is my last msg to u . I hope that u will find nice guy .

few minutes after he sent that text, he sent another text. hehehe. :)))

here it goes...
Sweet memories with u . The greatest love with u . But nw its jst a dream . i hope that u will come back to me but its jst a dream wont come true . Hear me baby , "i miss u" . Still for u . Ill keep ur love with me . Eventhough we're not together . No one can replace u . Urmph . I miss u and please dont msg me . Please dont . I dnt want u to get hurt . I rindu u n im happy that i kenal u . Take care ok atilia ? Enjoy ur life . Take care n miss u :-)

I miss you more, oh boy! xoxo. :)