No longer.

I sadly realized that imma part of your game. whatthafuck.
(eh no, *punch self* don't ever use that kind of words. ececeh haha)

Hmmmmmmmm,
sakitnya hati ini. saaaakiitt sangat weh. adoidoidoi. you won't understand sweetie, how much it hurts. seriously you won't, cause you yourself never bother to care about it. it's hard to forget about all this shits. as hard as a rock. haha lol. and yes, now that i'm telling you, i regret. ohhh yes! but heh, it's getting late now. too late to regret. pftt. i don't know why you treat me so bad. apa salah aku? haih. would you ever think about what you're about to do to me? would you, now that i'm asking you. (i ain't got no clue)

what was I just about to discover is...
Well this song: Lie About Us by Avant and Nicole, says it all.
The lyric, oh wow, it's all true. :)