Weyna's crib.

WOOHOO! like seriously what a day man. I thank God that Weyna's house is in Bangi. kalau tidak menyangap aku sorang dekat Bangi rumah Aunt Su -.- *pftt. but yeah hmmm, i felt guilty. yes, guilty sangat dekat Virginie.

Soulmate ever-er,

I AM REALLY SORRY! :'(

Please forgive me oh. I beg you.

As I reach Sentral, Aunt Su message pula, she said that she's in rush and asked me to pass the stuffs to her daughter, Anna. so yeah, i waited for Anna at Sentral. blablabla we talk we laugh and train sampai, i gotta rush to UKM since Icky, Weyna, Syra lama tunggu. GOOOODDDDDDD! i swear in the name of God, the train was packed, seriously, so so packed. I couldn't even breathe. damnit! and the train, perghh full of macha anne. hihi jahat saje :p

Hmmmm, from sentral to midvalley to seputeh to salak selatan to bandar tasik selatan to serdang (hahaha bajet hafal en, entah betul ke tak lol) to kajang and finaaaaallllyyyy UKM. hooyeah i berjaya jejak kaki sini, first time bai! :D *hahaha, tiru abg bonceng icky :P*

sampai saje UKM, thereeee, Icky and Syra fetch me (jalan kaki saje) panas kolam tak ingat weh. perghhh. kolam ketiak bergelen baldi do. caraaa habis, haha. jalan sikit depan depan depan sikit tu, thereeee, Weyna dalam kerete hehe dia drive. thank God! ingat kena naik cab ke jalan kaki ke, hahahaha. so yeah, illegal way pun dia bawak, but still she can, she's so brave. unlike you! :) anyways, thank you darling, for the ride eventhough you was so so scared to make a u-turn, so we have to go pass the roundabout (letihhhhhh aku) hahaha muah.

As we reached Weyna's house, terus menuju ke bilik dia. haha peduli ha malu tak malu. letih do panas semua, eleh siod :p lepak bilik Weyna, baring terbongkang menyangap berempat, cayaaaa habis. sejuk tak ingat weh, gigil beku (winkwink) i likeeeeee<33 weeeee

lalalalala~ so yeah, we've come to the climax. HA-HA-HA. Icky sama itu Weyna boleh main tukar-tukar baju lah dress la ini itu lah. me and Syra yang letih kena tengok o.O haha, no offence bABy gUrLzZZz!!~ but yeah, I like this one dress, stripes, comeeeeelllll sangat =D syra pakai, i asked her to, eh sumpah suits her best man. i like i like i like ;) it turns me ON! HAHAHAHAHAHA. amik kauuu Syra, dah ikut-ikut you lah nak sontot Icky *oppsssss ;p

Tapi ni paling cayaaa lah. it reveals that, Me and Myself and I saje yang dah mandi dalam bilik itu! hahahahahaha. Syra lah muka taboleh blah, lost gila muka dia, haa betul-betul ketara tak mandi haha alololo chumeylzz gilew awuck, meoww grr grr. ha-ha.

RINDUUUUUUUUUUUU!

Still holding on. Not.

Everything's changed. well as fast as a lightning. everytime I think about it, it tears me up inside. BUT. i'm done with tears, yeah, I got no more tears to cry.

What is my problem to think about you this long?

slowly you come into my life, nicely you tell me that you love me.
and then, you take off and leaving me a broken heart.

The New-Refreshed Me,

Frezailah Atilia Mohd Zaini

Now that it's over and done, you can't hurt me oh you can't bring me down. I sadly realized now, oh boy I don't even know what I liked about you. You're different now. But it's okay, I thank God that now I have the strength to let everything go, slowly. You want it to be this way, then yeah, hear me saying this: "AS YOU WISH BABY" :)

I thought that everything was perfect,

Isn't that what it supposed to be?

Words to live on.

e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
if you love smthing someone
e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
let it go
e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
if it comes back
e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
then its your forever
e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
if it doesnt then it was never meant to be
e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
saba tauu
e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
i tau
e l l y : gobstopper : ) says:
your life this year paling drastic berubah2

End of me.

MOTHAFUCK! SPM IS COMING;; TOMORROW.

Let's make it this way, I'M DEAAAADDDDDDDDDDD

Another missing.

Ni ha lagi sorang minah ni menghilang, mak aihhhh -.-
Where are you baby? It's you I miss so so much.

seeeeeeeeee, I think i'm losing my friends lah day by day. lepas yang ni, yang itu. *slap self*

Tengku Aisyah Asyikin;;

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, MY LITTLE GIRL?

*ni betul-betul menghilangkan diri gila lama. entah mana nak cari.

Messenger partner.

BITCH, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?

Mana you weh? it's been an ages since I last talk to you man. aku yang nak SPM, kau yang hilang. haha apa lah. rinduuuuu totak. haih, dah lah jumpa pun punya susah. nyirap lah ni kan, citt. hihi. watlek watlek. after spm, we're so gonna kick ass alright. you and me, just the two of us, as planned okay? WEEEEEEEE~

Hear me saying this sayang,
OOHHHHH I MISSSS YOUUUUUUU ELLLYYYYYY! <33

Partner in crime,

Elly Mysara.

This suffering.

I'm getting all emo-ish these past few days. haih, I just don't know why. I think I'm missing everything. I miss my happiness and my life. but most of all, I miss him.

I know I have to be strong. but I'm weak, very. I tried, but I failed. i've got nothing to do but cry. I tried acting and pretend that I'm alright like I've got over everything. but I can't do it anymore. I can't go fake the truth like I did before. I have to stop pretending.

Life is unfair. never will. stop dreaming. like in hell it will. I've always reminded myself that I've got my friends to stand by me and help me go through this shits. but what if, hmm I lose them. I'm scared. I would do anything just to get me wonderful life back.

Friends,
please dont leave me like he did.

He, who makes me smile.

Ended up with, leaving me all confused.

I do love him very much.

never expected this to happen,

never thought those days would come to an end.